Life under scrutiny...

Feeling a litlle bit lilke a goldfish at the moment - that my life is being watched carefully, especially by me. It sometimes seems like my life is governed by a series of numbers - what the date is, times of work sessions, blood sugar levels (down to 6.4), weight loss (26 lbs lost in exactly 2 months) weighing every portion I eat.....

I also spent some time yesterday with one of the people who is reading through my re-submission for accreditation, and whilst her comments were very encouraging and extremely constructive, it still felt like I was sitting with a teacher going over homework! I then realised that I was allowing such feelings of the fear of scrutiny make me very nervous and self-conscious.

But there is One who watches over us with joy, with grace, with understanding, with compassion, and with security

He doesn't need sleep, and is fully committed to ensuring that we have all we need.

Pat's Thought for the Day:
"He will not let your foot slip — He who watches over you will not slumber; indeed, He who watches over Israel will neither slumber nor sleep.
The LORD watches over you — the LORD is your shade at your right hand; the sun will not harm you by day, nor the moon by night. The LORD will keep you from all harm — He will watch over your life; the LORD will watch over your coming and going both now and for evermore.
Psalm 121:3-8